Tuesday, March 27, 2018

Started reading A Beautiful Struggle by Lilliana Anderson

I have to be honest with you Bookies,

Half of the time, I don't even remember where I get this Ebooks. This one is an example of one. It's kind of sad really. I got a whole bunch of Ebooks and I don't read them, or know where they come from. I'm a horrible excuse for a reader. Anyways, I don't know what A Beautiful Struggle is about but knowing me, I have another romance on my hands. Or, computer. I've never read anything by this author before. I have never even heard of her. So, I know I'm in for a treat when I go into a book blind like this. It just makes it all the more exciting. But I'll head out for now and tell you guys what I think once I'm about halfway.

So until next time...

Done reading Beautiful Oblivion by Addison Moore

Hey there Bookies,

Things get interesting in this book. I only say that because our lead female character is still somewhat in denial of her relationship with her 'fake' boyfriend. But after he pulls a little stunt in front of a whole bunch of people that she didn't appreciate and a magical getaway with the man she loves, she decides enough is enough. That is where things get interesting. Her stepmother knows of the secret love affair she is having and tries to tell her to just accept what was set up for her. But our leading lady won't have any of it. She tries to break things off with her 'boyfriend' but he is so set on the future their parents had set up for them. Even to the point that he does something uncalled for that actually shows what kind of a jerk he really is. But everything all works out in the end and everyone is happy. Kind of makes me want to go check out the next book in this series. Anyways, I do recommend reading this book. It's good if you are all into the predictable romance get up of two friends who are in love with each other since the day they knew what love was. I did enjoy it and kind of wished that I finished it sooner. But go check out the book and give the author a lot of love. She kind of deserves it for pulling me into such a good book.

So until next time.....

Sunday, March 25, 2018

Catch up time!!!

Imagine this Bookies,

I'm sitting at work. Just finished a book and ready for the next one. So I search my kindle app on my computer. Wait for it to load with the last book I read. Then the books loads to the farthest place that I left off at. Now guess what I saw when that happened. I had apparently stopped reading in the middle of a sex scene. Like the lead male character is about to get down and dirty with the lead female's lady parts in great detail. It's like opening my first webtoon and having a sex scene drawn out in detail on the screen while at work. Good thing about the book, my boss can't see what I'm actually reading in the cameras. Can't say the same for the webtoon though. Either way, still embarrassing and caught me off guard.
Anyways, it's back to reading Beautiful Oblivion. How long has it been since I read this book? A few weeks or months? Either way, this book I remember what it's about. It's summer and our lead female character is thinking this is her last chance to be with the guy she likes before she goes off to some college that is far away. Of course, she already has a boyfriend who fits the image that her family would like her to uphold even though she really likes this guy that was her best friend's brother and so on. They come up with a no strings attached deal. Both of them are completely unaware of each other's feelings for each other and think that this whole thing isn't going to work out. Also, she doesn't know that he is actually going to the same school as her when the summer is over. Then a whole lot of sex scenes happen apparently because I went back to reading one right in the middle. We all know that this is a very predictable story plot, but it still a good read. Anyways, things are getting pretty interesting and it is getting to point that the two main characters need to just suck it up and confess already. I really hope they do soon or that the lead female finally kicks her fake boyfriend to curb because he is kind of a creep. But I'm going to continue reading and I'll update you guys when I finish the book.

So until next time.......

I finished the rest of the book in one day

Hello, my fellow Bookies,

We all know that I was really struggling reading this book and I guess the only solution for me to actually finish the book is to forget all of my chargers at home and read. So no studying, no going on social networks, no dramas, no internet at all. Just spend eight hours reading. Yes, I did have to take breaks because sometimes it was too much. But the book is actually pretty good after you get through all of the avoiding and whiney parts. And I mean whiney as in "I'm broken and don't deserve happiness" because I do that and I hate to be reminded of it. This just makes me hate myself more and that is why I hate the characters. Especially Kayden. Damn you for having similar issues than me. Well, minus the abusive parents because my issues are from inheritance and not beat into me. But reading this book also made me realize that I do have some issues of my own that I need to work out so you can say that after the self-loathing this book put on me, it also taught me a little about myself. A good eye opener to those that do suffer mental health issues and helps those that don't suffer from them understand what we actually go through. Still gets three stars from me because like I said before, I have issues myself that I hate being reminded of. But go check out the series. They really do open up your eyes to things that may not be on the surface because it's something that society drives into us as bad. Or at least that is just how I feel about it. But now I'm going to play catch up on some books that I started to review but never finished because my list at the library is so long.

So until next time.....

Friday, March 23, 2018

Found my missing book

Hello Bookies,

Looks like I finally found my book and I don't like reading it. Why? You ask. Because the issues are very real to the point that you can't hate the characters for being stupid. They all have issues that need to be worked out but they are too scared to. I know that feeling a little too well and maybe that is why I am dragging my feet reading this book now that I got it back into my hands. It's reminding me of all of the issues I still need to work out but don't want to because I'm too scared to know how I will feel afterward. But it still doesn't stop me from being a hypocrite while reading this book and complaining that the characters need to get it together and grow up. That all of this avoiding and keeping quiet is really stupid and it makes me hate them. Yes, it's a good book but the focus on mental health issues hits a little too close to home for me. I might not continue reading just for that very reason. I will try to pull through but I'm not making any promises. This is all just too painful to read. Sorry Bookies, but the dragged out storyline and constant avoiding the truth is really getting on my nerves. Not my kind of book right now. I don't even remember the first book and just reading this book makes me not want to. I got nothing against the author. Like I said before her writing it hitting a little too close to home for my comfort. I'm just going to be like the characters in this book and avoid the feels that this book is creating in me. Basically reading this book just makes me hate myself more because I relate so much. But check it out guys and don't have my negative words hold you back from reading the books. You might actually like it more than me.

So until next time.......

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

I lost another book...

I am so disappointed in myself, Bookies. I seemed to have lost the book I was currently reading. Not sure how it happened, but I have looked everywhere and can't seem to find it. The worst part about this situation is that the book isn't even mine. I have to find it before the date it has to be returned to the library. I've checked at work, I looked all over my room, all over the house, nothing. It's The Devil Laughed situation all over again. But this book can't stay missing in three years or might end up having to pay for a replacement. Not that I mind, but I'm sure the person who keeps track of my money would mind. Let's hope I find the book soon. Pray for me, Bookies.